living life with a soundtrack: Deviant

Friday, August 26, 2005

Deviant

"Sometimes I wish I was born on a different star
Where the clock ticks to a different time..."

"You don't belong here if, in a very unexplainable manner, you somehow feel a certain kind of homesickness, as if there is a place you need to return to. If this is what you feel, then you must be an ET", echoes the hermit-sounding voice of the guest speaker on a radio program discussing the topic of knowing if you're an ET or not.

My God, I'm searching for an answer not more questions. I supposed and I hoped that at the end of my soul-searching period, I wouldn't buy the idea that I could have been a humanitarian friend-from-beyond, only to explain and justify my being me.

"Sometimes I wish I was born on a different sun
where the shadow falls on a different pole..."

Individualism. Big deal. Perhaps that's where I draw the justification that being different is confidence, and confidence is power. I normally admire people who have the guts to look, feel and act their natural way, 'though so odd, unaffected by what the society dictates them to be.

"Sometimes I wish I was born on a different moon
where the clock ticks to a different tune..."

I just somehow feel to nod on what "Girl Interrupted" (the movie) preached, that in order to live one has to be insane for awhile.

"And I wish I will be here
Where the wind blows in a different way
Where I could be me..."

"Sometimes I wish I wasn't born at all
And keep flying with my angels wings

-song excerpts from "I Wish" by Color it Red-

¶ 8:13 AM

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